Are we not the same?
Are we not the same?
Life after losing a loved one
If you like me, and someone has left,come sit by my side
I’ll tell you my story,bearing an absence
All okay was it, right?when we broke away
I find no pain,the excruciating pain,see like the people say
Alright was I,yet oblivion of what future holds
It is not the way the people tell you about pain
I at comfort in seconds,and at other, felt my heart bleeding
Like the chameleon instantly changing from one into another
My footsteps reaching him,my mind rummaged his memories automatically
It comes like in a jiffy at one moment you are okay, and at the other you are at the doorstep,like a beggar
The crack has opened my dear,oozing out blood with full vigour
Oozing blood tumult my harmony,for I concealed for so long now
Turning and tossing to forget about you.and see my beloved,I am here,but not you?
Ran through a long time,and now em here and you not with me?
See,am having the same tea we used to have,but why is today this tea peculiar?
My mind in labyrinth,my thoughts scattered,my hopes diluted,my pain mounted
My life has become like these twisted hair locks,I lost out to straighten them
When i put my shoes it reminds me of you,
These same carried me towards your destiny
I remember it vividly,my happiness at peak,my steps turning faster as distance decreasing
The red dress you adored the most
It’s still the same but now when i run my hands i feel the red hue has faded
I touched the dress,i can smell the sweet fainting smell,scenting the environment
And i saw my watch on my dresser,take me back to the time
When you were smiling and laughing with me by your side
I stared at the watch and with each second thousand memories flashed in my mind
Your thoughts are swamping my whole being,the most abhorrent part ,,
My tears unable to contain the thrashing of your memories, my mind off
Gave up,and unleashed like a gallons of water breaking the levee
Sitting at the back seat of my car,light flashing on my face
Reminds me,Your hand in my hand while walking through the bazaar
And why is it my dear which leaves us but does not pass?
I manage to smile with my emotions at bay,,and wait for the moment to be in my bed
And when I recline my head on my pillow,I stare up at the ceiling and think about you,whether you ate a good meal today?
It worries me evermore each day,whether all treated you well or not?
Whether a friend was close by,when tears would have welled in your eyes?
Whether someone has left you a note in the morning to bloom your cute smile?
Or if someone provided you a shoulder to gather your troubles or not?
My fingers jotting these,reminds me of mine interlacing yours
The book,you gave me,I absorb your incense while tracing the pages
And when i see my face in mirror,i see behind you,smiling at me
And when flowers scent roam,i give them messages to be sent to you
And when i cry in solitary i see you there wiping off my tears
I see my refuge,while running into your arms
Turning the beads of rosary,i blow my ayaats envisioning
And with each passing day,i pass another day with hoping you will come
And see my beloved i do not concede when people say they would die without each other
See their white lies,beloved,see me,I am living without you..
I am living without you!Without you,I am breathing!
The most soothing lines you will ever hear!
The bickering soul in the midst tonight,
Hold her heart in the amply burnt sight,
It broke all sounds with a growled upright,
As the horses galloping, in the tardy winter night,
The courageous spirit,contagious to subvert,
Like soothing songs of merry, and a bleak distant ahead
With the turbulence inside,all joy is to distress,
In the days of delight, all good to expect,
But the desiccated tide, is certain to abort,
The roads are tough,include this presage,
There is nothing left,it is time to digress
All is feign, in the world tonight,
For all one needs, is merely to be alright!